Tired time

Walking tired in darkness of foggy streets
in another city
people I don´t know, hasting in
cold wind
Where are they going
without smiling?
Do they miss love?
Long and lust?
I don´t smile either
– too tired
In another life I gave too much
without receiving
I am so tired
If you gave me right now
would I even be able
to take it in?
Let me rest
let me sleep
hold me tight
for hours
help the sun in me
only one more time
to shine strong
Let me attract love
from the love in me
Give to me please
consolation to grow
my magic
as me
Let me smile, let me play
new miraculous ways
Let me awaken from
tired sadness
to fairytale of
golden wonders
Now go out, drink wine
with friends
soon we dance under moon
Still I am sad
very tired
believing some of this sadness
might not be mine
imagine give back what not belong
to me
Only I wish not walk in
darkness of night-streets
this tired