Fear

In fear
scared to love
more scared to walk away
mostly afraid to open again my heart
to softness, timidicy
to be vulnerable
afraid of falling, getting hurt, to get lost
I love but am scared
scared of suffering

Worst is fear of not being loved,
not allowed to give
also scared of loosing freedom, being
swallowed
afraid to disappear
I am scared of commitment
scared of getting stuck
afraid of loosing control
of loosing me
I am just so scared

Don’t get attached
Don´t get attached
Don´t get attached
– don’t get too much involved

Perhaps I just worry
for no reason
only used to be scared
Just do it!
Let magic enchantment begin
– I am in love