You scare me
your existence so near me
locked
stuck inside car with
you driving extremely fast
I can’t escape without
dying
you are evil to me
while smiling in
happy power at highway restaurant
charming everyone
who doesn’t know when we are alone
only us, you are
mean
evil
dangerous
sadistic
they react confused by
my tears, the obvious sadness in contrast to
your flirting
attitude with Russian waitresses
always after hurting me
you beg on knees for
my forgiveness
promise it will never
happen again
but again
it does again
and again
I am very scared
this is not love